Struggle, programmer -- Chapter 41 all kinds of things today are like water without trace; On the eve of the Ming Dynasty, you are a stranger

At lunch every day , Basically, Chen Xi and I are at the same table .

“ feed , I'm not afraid that director Liu of your family is jealous ？” I have to dig at it from time to time .

Chen Xi rolled her eyes and retorted ：“ feed , I've been a bit frustrated recently .”

“ Oh , Is it? ？ Do you have a big mole on your chest ？ Show me .” Now I am familiar with Chen Xi , You can play dirty jokes .

“ Screw you !” A pause , She said ,“ No kidding , You are not fit to be here .”

“ No kidding , I think it's good here , There is no pressure and there are beautiful women to eat and chat with .”

“ No kidding , I mean it .” Chen Xi emphasized again , When I stopped my chopsticks and looked at her carefully , Go on ,“ You said you always wanted to develop the chip industry , The last one SP After listening to your description, the company is quite in line with you .”

I thought about it , Last time from SP When I came out, I felt something moving in my heart , Reminded by Chen Xi , Indeed .

Into the chip industry , This is not my dream all the time ？

And for SP I want to make this chip , I have previous experience to accumulate , It can be regarded as a perfect match .

“ It's not good to do so ？ You want me to use director Liu , Make an investment statement ？”

“ Not really , It's just a market economy . And you see , Director Liu has no intention of doing so ,EG This chip is just one of our many projects , For him , I don't care if the chips sell well . He is half an official , It is his concern to climb up the official career .”

I nodded , Fu shook his head again .

“ Forget it , I am now an ancient tomb sect , Just live in seclusion at the foot of Zhongnan mountain .”

“ Don't put gold on your face ,” A meal , She added ,” I think of one thing .“

“ What's up? ？”

“ Liu Bei came to Dongwu to marry sun Shangxiang , Sun Quan built his son-in-law's mansion , Plant flowers and trees widely , Add more than ten women's musicians , And give gold and jade to play with , Liu Bei can be said to have stretched out his hand , No worries , Finally, I was fascinated by the sound and color , I don't want to go back to Jingzhou at all .“

I scrambled to say ：“ I know what you said , At last, fortunately, Zhugeliang had a brilliant plan to see through Zhou Yu's beauty trap, right ？ You want to be my Zhugeliang ？”

“ I want to say that you are fascinated by my voice and color .” Chen Xi smiled . 

  I looked up and down at Chen Xi with exaggeration ：“ Okay , You're a loser , Gold and jade , But I haven't seen you play a trick on me ？”

“ My concubine, the cloth skirt and the Jing hairpin , How can you get into the magic eye of the king ？“

“ Can you talk in broad daylight ？” I glanced at Chen Xi .

Come back , Chen Xi's words , It really makes me reflect on whether I am suspected of not thinking about Shu .

Time is the only good medicine for healing wounds .

In this spring , Have you forgotten everything ？

What can be forgotten is only forgetting, not remembering .

In the evening, Chen Xi sent a text message ：

Hear more and more people say ＂ I can't love anymore .＂------ In fact, it's not that you won't love . The ability to love doesn't disappear so easily , Just love someone too much , Instead of loving others . That's it . Those claims ＂ No more love ＂ People who , All because there is a “ The impossible ”

I thought about it for a long time , Does Chen Xi's message contain any hint .

Jiang Xiaohan , Is it the one in my heart “ The impossible ”.

all the time , I feel like a loser .

Actually, think for yourself , Entangled with each other for so long , She didn't give you a place , Or you didn't give her a place .

I never stopped analyzing the feasibility of this relationship , She is a sheep picker .

For her , Romance is the most important part of the stable structure of love .

And the same thing , She feels romantic , I think it's a waste .

If she told me on the phone that she wanted me to take off the stars and give them to her , I would say I am Sikong Jiexing , I picked my heart , Not a star .

Actually, she and I , There is no common language .

After a long time , What they said on the phone , No more than is “ Do you want me ？”“ What's going on? ？” There's nothing to talk about .

And romance is a thing that needs to break through the old and bring forth the new , A lot of times , I listened to each other breathing on the phone , Feel embarrassed .

For me, , I'm the tiger picker , Self esteem is the most important , If you don't want to be rejected , The best way , Is to refuse others .

I will be the first to say “ Good night, ” , Left her , Namely “ Don't want to talk to me , Feel bored ” Such an illusion .

Love needs to be transformed into family affection , If there is no common language , That's what the lyrics say ,” We are all right , It's just not suitable for “.

It looks like , Jump out of this relationship early , Not necessarily a good thing .

Healers love to see 《 readers 》 , Recently I saw a lot of Chicken Soup for the soul .

Chicken soup 、 There used to be a scholar who rushed to take the exam , I dreamed of growing beans on my high wall , Take an umbrella on a sunny day , And cousin undressed back-to-back , The dream interpreter said it was useless to plant beans on the high wall , It is unnecessary to carry an umbrella on a sunny day , And cousin undressed back-to-back is not no play , Scholars are worried , Another expert laughed , Isn't it high school to plant beans on the high wall , Don't you think you should be prepared to take an umbrella on a sunny day , And cousin undressed back-to-back does not mean that it is time for you to turn over , Scholars turn their worries into happiness .

Chicken soup II 、 Two sisters like a traffic policeman at the same time , My sister said that the policeman was interested in me , When you see me coming, turn on the green light and let me pass , My sister said that the policeman was interested in me , When you see me coming, turn on the red light. Look at me a lot .

Chicken soup Three 、 Two shoe dealers want to sell shoes in a certain country , The pessimist came back and said that people in that country don't wear shoes , It's over , Optimists say that people in that country don't wear shoes , There is a market .

Chicken soup IV 、 Sudongpo asked the eminent monk in his eyes , What are you , The eminent monk said he saw the Buddha , Dongpo proudly said that he thought the master was a lump of cow shit . Suxiaomei was shocked at this , Master has a Buddha in his heart, so everything he sees is a Buddha , Su Shi had shit in his heart, so everything he saw was shit . The so-called "seeing mind and seeing nature" is here .

Chicken soup five 、 Chopin of Poland is an absolute supporter of national music , Liszt of Hungary also believes that music should have its content , And German Schiller advocated absolute music , Do not recognize that music has a national consciousness . The three men argued endlessly on this issue , So they played Chopin's 《 Polonaise 》 To prove their views . Shearer will 《 Polonaise 》 Play it meticulously with perfect skill , He believes that the content of music destroys the perfect artistic conception of music , So the music seems empty ; Liszt's performance made people hear gunshots and flames , Fighting and running horses , I saw the Polish people in the baptism of war mourning everywhere ; Last , Chopin went to the piano , Murmur to oneself “ Poland is not dead ”, No longer resent the sad fate in his music , Only peaceful Polish villages and sheep in the sun , Flowers in the wild , Gurgling water and people's laughter . Chopin was silent for a long time , Repeat in a gentle tone ： Poland is not dead .

These chicken soup just tell us , Things are not good or bad , The direction of its development , It depends on where we look .

What I have been sad about , It is not the case of lovelorn , It's self pity , Pity yourself that nobody loves you .

As Eileen Chang said in her half life ,“ I want you to know , In this world , There will always be someone waiting for you . whenever , No matter where , There will always be such a person .”

Yes , No matter where , There will always be such a person .