A love that never leaves

  On the thirteenth day of the first month, I went back to my hometown with my father , Before returning on the 14th day of the first month, I went to the county to see my cousin and sister-in-law . There are two reasons , The first is that my little niece got married in a few days , I don't have time to go back , So this time I gave gifts along the way . The second reason is , My cousin-in-law was diagnosed with cancer several years ago , I want to see her .

  About nine o'clock in the morning, we arrived near their house , Then my cousin came out to pick us up . I walked a short distance to his house , Once inside , I met my niece and her fiance , I talked about her childhood , Then everyone sat down . A few words , I was puzzled , Because I haven't seen my cousin , I was suddenly scared , Because I'm afraid she's gone . however , Then my cousin stood up , He said to go into the room and have a look at his cousin . At this time , I felt relieved , But , There is already some psychological preparation .

  Once in the door , I saw her lying on her back in a car , Covered with a quilt , Show only your head and hands . But that's it , I was already scared , It was a shock that went straight to the heart . That moment , My tears are coming out , But I held back . I saw her as thin as a bone , His eyes opened a little wider , The mouth is crooked . The feeling of heartache is indescribable . When my cousin said to her loudly ：“ A Feng （ My name ） I came to see you ！！” She seemed to hear only my name , Then I read it in my mouth ：“ What I love most is a Feng , I love ah Feng the most ！” Not very clear , But it hurt my heart , My tears were out of control . Yes , She really hurts me ！ Really? ！！ So today I will come to see her anyway .

  recall , In fact, I am still the matchmaker between my cousin and sister-in-law . When I was over one year old, my family lived in a local village , I spend all day playing outside with my sister, who is one year older than me . Every time I see my sister-in-law passing by my door , My sister would take me and yell ：“ sister , sister .” At that time, I was pretty cute , So it's been a long time , Everyone will be familiar , The relationship is getting better and better . My cousin finally recognized my grandmother as a godmother , So later we called her “ Sister in law ” 了 . I remember she pulled out many of my brother's teeth . My cousin is my grandmother's nephew and grandson , Probably a teenager , I came out to work in Shenzhen , At first he lived in our house , Often send me to kindergarten , Train me to play with my brother . The first thing I saw him from childhood was to tell him to quit smoking , But still smoking , ha-ha . Because he lives in our house , And my cousin often comes to our house to play , So they are also familiar , It didn't take long to fall in love . At that time, the family made fun of them （ Of course it's a joke ）, I don't understand , Sometimes I laugh at them . I still remember when they took me out to play , I saw someone buying toys on the way , They asked me to pick , I chose a pair of Phoenix , One green and one red ？ After picking , Also very naive to say , A cousin , One “ Sister in law ”, Then pick them up and let them “ Pro - ” Start talking . They were funny , And shy .

  however , His love didn't go well . Cousin is younger than sister-in-law , It seems to be about two years old , So their elders don't like them together . Plus my cousin has no culture , In Shenzhen, I have been doing coolies for a long time , Only do some hard work , Let alone make a lot of money . My cousin's family environment is fairly good , It's a middle-class family . Her family doesn't like my cousin very much . Later, the opposition of the families of both sides became more and more fierce , They were separated for some time . They haven't seen each other for a long time . But in the end, they ignored the opposition of their families , Against the pressure , Walking together . It didn't take long to get married , She had three children . In my mind , They all live a miserable life , Living in a small room , My cousin went to work as a coolie , My cousin tried to find work everywhere , Odd jobs like making glue flowers . Although the days are hard , But my cousin is a very optimistic person , What impressed me most every time I saw her was her loud voice and hearty laughter . It seems that nothing can overwhelm her .

  And then about 92 About years ago , They want to read because of their children , They don't have a Shenzhen hukou , It's not safe to send children back to their hometown to study . So the whole family went back to their hometown . Then I won't see them again in a few years . My cousin hasn't been looking for a job , Take the kids at home , I often hear her say that she often plays poker with people , Win a cigarette for my cousin , It sounds like a happy life .

  Probably 2004 Years! . My father suddenly told me ：“ My cousin called today , That my cousin has cancer .” The moment I heard it , My heart sank , But I still have a little luck in my heart , Maybe it will . But the biggest worry is their economic situation . My cousin told me not to tell “ Aunt ”, My grandmother , Her godmother .05 Go home on Tomb Sweeping Day , Go to see Uncle Biao on the way , That is, my cousin's father . My cousin is there too , As soon as he saw me , The first thing is to hold me , Tell me to get on the motorcycle , He said he planted several fruit trees , Take me to see . But after arriving at the orchard , What I get is not the growth of fruit trees , It's my cousin's illness . She has lived in a hospital in Guangzhou , Finally the doctor told her to leave the hospital , My cousin asked the doctor about her , And ask directly ：“ Tell me , How long can you live ？” The doctor said ：“ Not more than two months .” It has been half a year since Qingming returned home , My sister-in-law didn't get any worse except that she often had headaches , But I can't work anymore , You can only grow vegetables and raise some chicken . My cousin took me to the orchard , It's because he can't hold it all by himself . Because he had not told his sister-in-law the real illness at that moment , Just tell her it will be OK soon . In addition to driving and soliciting customers every day , I have to take care of my cousin when I go home , That kind of hard work can be imagined . And I can't find anyone to talk about , Children can't say , Parents can't say , Friends can't even say . Can only pull me , Let him breathe .

  06 The year of Qingming , We're back , I saw my cousin . She is still so loud , Still smile so bright . Just keep saying , Because of poor health , You can't go to Shenzhen “ Aunt ”. Listen to my cousin , She's actually getting worse , The doctor said , She won't be half a year .

  06 Year of 10 month , I'm married . I like it very much , Because my cousin came , Still a little chubby , Very happy . It doesn't look like a patient .

  09 The 14th day of the first month of the year , I saw her again . After going home , I cried several times . Listen to my cousin 08 July of the lunar calendar , He took his cousin to Guangzhou for an operation , Not long after I came back , My cousin fell over , After a few days , She won't wake up . For half a year , Until after the Spring Festival , Not long ago , She never felt anything . My cousin lay aside for fear of her , Bad for the muscles , So I help her change her movements every three or two hours , Day and night . besides , And personal hygiene is also handled by him . Her mouth won't open , I won't swallow , Can't drink water , Just stick some water with cotton , Bit by bit into her mouth .

  The day we went to see her , Her eyes are completely blind , The ears can only hear loud sounds , We can hardly talk to her . But fortunately , Her consciousness is clear . She called to my father , Ask him ：“ Will I die ？” My father is numb , I don't know how to answer . My cousin said ：“ I won't , It was said that July would be good ？ Not in July , May is good ！” My father should be with . I'm on the side , At a loss . I can only say it out loud ：“ Rest assured , It will soon be all right ！”

 

  I came home. , I tried to hold back my tears , While telling my wife . She said ：“ Cousin is really good , Don't abandon .” Yes , Who can bear all this ？

 

 

if only “ Sister in law ”—— My cousin is getting better ！！ To see the one she loves “ Aunt ”, And like it never happened .